We all have them….those things that make us cringe when we think about the possibilities. What if I get up there and just loose it? I am totally not the right person for this? He should have called someone else because I really stink at this type of ministry. We can come up with a hundred different reasons for not doing something He has called us to do, but when it comes down to it what we are dealing with is fear. Fear or better yet our own insecurities.
When the Lord called me to this ministry I seriously thought….WHAT! I am so not the right person. I make so many mistakes. I am constantly hoarse or clearing my throat. I am not even at the point where I can stand and sing without getting weak. Why in the world would You call me to this!!!!?
Wahhh wahhhh wahhhh!!
Doesn’t His word say “I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me” (Philippians 4:13)?
This is my story….and His story. He will get all the glory from this telling of one girl’s story. So as I continue to work on His calling of my life worship with me…..no editing out the mistakes or imperfectness of how a song is sung only worshiping Him.